apology

tkm would like to apologise for disappearing for months to all of the suckspagers around.

for the past few months i have been travelling to tai lui yam zi to chui ham sap ging..
of course i went wif my sifu thong sam jhong, tai si heng and sam si dai!
guess who am i??
hahaha pak kai here la, sohai!! :))

oohhh lei tohh futt.. sin joi sin joi...

sorry nick! you might not understand wat kok i m toking abt.. try find it out if u want to..
but who cares!!

recently i gave up on one big part of my life.. :~( it used to be.. but not anymore
felt much better now!
how this happened?

have to tell from few months back lo..
during the 4th day of cny i was so on form!
from the 5th day onwords.. tiu lo!!
no matter how hard i try.. how steady i try to be.. it never returns! i mean my form
lost.. disappeared.. sucks
my life is gone..
so down! luckily something new appeared..

simply pick oso can! tutup mata oso can! keng leh!
hahahah.. can't believe it! but its true
always win more than lose.. thats great!
i keep on trying to win abck 1st love.. dowan to come back means dowan!
try to be nice, try to be patient.. tiu lia ma chau hai arrr!! also dowan to come bek

2 months.. it has been going on like that!
until one day! i tot it returns! hahaha.. so naive...
wui kwong fan jiu woh! ended same..
guan lan joh lo me this time!

4 letters! Q U I T
dowan to carry on like that anymore!
i know i am good enough! no need to prove to anybody!
lou yau dowan to come bek! let it be...
i found new ones now!

chung fatt pak. thung lam sai pak ... sucks
now i got even more! chelsea arsenal man u. barca real villareal, juve milan sampdoria, ipswich gillingham leeds.. wahh to many la..

when its time.. its time!
doesnt matter wats the outcome.. hehehe
cant tell when my new love will give up on me.. it might or might not
i dunt give a damn actually
enjoy, treasure wat shit you have now is the most important thing..
predictions sucks! think too much kills! happy go lucky is the way...

ohhh lei toh futt...
luckily we managed to borrow the ham sap ging from yi loi futt jou to read!
it really opened up our eyes..

Zouk Fest @ Genting, Saturday, 5 March 2005 Part III

Alright, finally got my ticket. I called my friend up and told her the good news. She was so excited and happy that finally I managed to get the ticket. I couldn't imagine what should I do if I couldn't get the ticket, I was there because of her, if they all went partying and I was left in the room alone, that would be a really big disappointment. So I went back to the room, it was about 10 something and the laides were still preparing, so the guys had no choice but to sit down and wait. 11pm, finally we were ready to go, I found out earlier that the only entrance to the party was the corridor besides Starbucks First World hotel.

Ok, we headed for Starbucks. When we reached there, what we could see was a really huge crowd, shouting and demanding for the organizer to let them in. Hell, things were not looking good, apparently the organizer were not ready for such a huge crowd, they were letting people in batch by batch. As usual, no queuing for Malaysians, everybody just squeezed themselves into the thick mass of people. We looked at each other, since handphones were practically useless now (stupid telco can't accomodate so many users in the same area at the same time), and we would probably lost each other during the squeezing process, we decided to meet up again around the entrance inside when everybody was inside later.

The last line of the crowd reached the Maybank ATM machine besides an escalator of First World hotel, if you had been to First World hotel, you will have a brief idea of how huge the crowd was. I asked my friend, "Better check if your ticket is with you now, you have it right?". She answered, "Yeah, sure, it's with me." Alright, great then, the gang was 6 person in total including me, 3 guys, 3 girls, we joined the battle in pairs, so if we lost each other, there were still 2 phone numbers per group to call for location. Leading my friend, I began pushing through the crowd, luckily, the air ventilations was ok, and thanks to the cool weather of genting, I didn't sweat abit at all. After about 15 minutes, we were right in the middle of the crowd, I looked around and asked my friend if she knew where were the rest, as I expected, she didn't know either, great, now we really lost each other. The corridor turned to the right after Starbucks, right after the corner, there was this narrow doorway. WTF? Hundreds of people were needed to squeeze through this doorway? Surely the crowd moving speed would be damn slow.

After another 20 minutes, after much struggling, finally we were about to reach the real entrance, she started to check her handbag for the ticket. My dear readers, probably you can guess what happen next, yep, she left the DAMN TICKET in the cursed hotel room!!!!! WTF? After so much troubles for me of faking the stupid sms to get the ticket, squeezing through this fucking crowd, and now she told me she FORGOT to bring the ticket??!! Oh my god, I was totally speechless at that moment, we looked at each other helplessly. Ladies, tell me please, why must you all, as a lady, always manage to screw something up at the last moment, this was not my first time in a situation like this. Ok, it was not time for blaming, I have to formulate a solution fast. So I told her, with such a messy crowd control like this, most likely she would be able to get in unnoticed. If it didn't work, she would have to stay right beside the entrance, then I would get inside first, got out again, rushed back to the hotel to get the ticket, then got in again by the re-entry entrance, which had a lesser crowd there, then only I gave her the ticket to get in. So much troubles~!!! But again, it was my lucky day right? Right at the entrance, I just handed my ticket to the staff, and both of us walked right pass him into the party!!! Now should I be happy or what, I went through all the troubles to get my ticket and now, we just needed one ticket to get 2 persons in, how ridiculous.....

Eh, I don't want to make a post too long, I'll continue the story at part IV, can ar? Thank you.

Do not open Webcam from unknown people!

I was surfing and chatting while I'm online at home. Suddenly a stranger pop up and say "Hi". I usually ignore such person but I tot wat the heck, so I replied with "Hi" then he start to invite me to see his Webcam. So I just clicked and guess wat I see... his c*ck!!! Gosh, where got such a person!!! Then he start to type like "can i cum... can i cum... let me get tissue first..." yukssssss.... wat a sicko!!! Then I straight away put this person into my Ignore list. Wat a nite... Luckily no nightmare...

Small World Indeed

I can't stop saying this words since 2nd Apr 2005. Almost every week from that date onwards, I discovered that someone actually knows someone who they can actually know from someone. Hehe... sounds complicated???

See the connections below:-

Happened on the first week
There was a party at KL Hilton by KennyG's fren, so I decided to ask Pheobe, my 'single & happening' fren to go with me. Coincidentally, she was invited by her fren, Fay to go for a party at KL Hilton as well! So happen that Fay knows KennyG as a client last time when she is working on an event with them. And I did heard about a gal called Fuan Fui (Fay's chinese name) sometime back then as she is my ex's schoolmate. I got to know Pheobe b'cos she is my ex's fren's ex. Moreover, I know Fay's ex who happened to be working in the same area as mine! Hah...

Happened on the following week
I was introduced by Fay to Cheyanne who is the sister of someone I know. We got a good chat over dinner talking about her juicy story and all seems to be perfect for her. At that time I dun bother to know wat's the name of the guy or who exactly he is.

Then
Had introduced Stan to Fay & Pheobe, we went to Thai Club with Paul as he wanted to de-stress. Then, we started to chat in MSN and added each other in friendster, so happen that someone in Stan's friendster is Fay's "long time no see" friend!

Another find outs
That women who hang out with each other a lot will have their menstrual on the same week! I did heard about this somewhere from someone but I doubt it last time. BUT I believe it now, this had happened to me as well! (Believe it or not?)

On the next week
Cheyanne is learning salsa and she will go to this place called Mood Swing like every Friday, so me & Fay decided to check the place out and I can also recall my salsa steps there :) As we were talking about the same guy again and the name Darren appear. When I'm about to wonder, "Do I know this guy?", Fay told me where he is working and BINGO!... I know this guy who I met in a partner event some time ago and frankly, the first impression from him is definitely not good to me. But anyway.... wat a freaking small world!

Just today
When Jacky is checking out Stan's friendster (to see the leng lui that everyone is talking about) thru my friendster list, he found that one of my fren, my ex-colleague from Tokuii, Wye Jon, was actually his diploma coursemate. Another connection!

Hmmm... is there anymore coincidences???

Kang Kang Junior

Good news to all suckspagers, Kang's beloved wife had safely delivered a new born baby girl. Congratulations, Kang & wife! LingMing & baby is now staying in Kang's hometown (Johor). So, can't visit the little gal for now, need to wait until they come back. But at the meantime, you can see the photo of this little princess below. She sure got lotsa hair... hehe...

Personally, I am so.. so.. so.. happy for them!!! Feel the warmth and joy in their family with the little cutie gal around. :)


Kang Kang Junior 

Pics of Zouk Fest

Due to popular demand, here I post some pics taken in the party with my phone. Enjoy.

Ghetto Heaven stage, all night R&B here, my favourite area:


The VIP tent, I'm not a VIP, so can just take photo from here:


Zouk stage, techno only, sorry man, not my type:

Wondering...

People alwaz says that "women hearts are hard to catch" but what about men's heart??? Alwaz wondering how men think of relationship...

Know a guy who is attached but not married... He told me that he won't dump her gf eventhough there might not be much love in between them or should I say, the relationship run out of spark! He thinks that there is no point of looking for another 1 when you know that this is alwaz the problem in relationship. So, he decided to stick with the gf as long as the gf does not dump him. :p Oh ya, and he dun mind that his gf is fierce to him, he said may be he already get so use to each other liao.

Another guy, who is attached and not married as well... Alwaz got his freedom from his gf to do anything... They might not see each other for a week... Or they might not even know what each other is doing... Dun you think this is too much of a freedom?! Or may be this is the dream kinda relationship that all men wanted? So, I think with this relationship, any guy can actually 'curi makan' anytime eh...

Third guy, married... Told me that the wife does not enjoy intercourse cos it's hurt, according to her. So the wife remain as a virgin until she gave birth... Yes, you read it rite! Virgin until she gave birth to a new born baby. Wondering how izit possible??? :o What he told me is actually they do not have any intercourse but they mastur**** each other and the wife do not do blow***. Hard to believe rite? And the guy actually respect his wife and stay out of it. If this is true, I do respect this guy! Come back to how the baby can ever exist... he said he just spread the spe*** at the entrance of the *****. Anyone can verify this? Can this is be true???? The wife had already gave birth now and there is still no intercourse between them...

The next 1, attached but not married... He been going out with his current gf for a few months now... and he actually feels that the relationship is not working well... before he got attached, he actually wanted so desperately to get a gf. But when he got this gf, he feels the other way round... life as single is better... (sigh) People is alwaz "farn jin"!

Ok, I think I had enuff of writing all these attached guys story... will think of some single guys story to tell next time...

The story of high heels

Came across this book that day at MPH, about the most frequent FAQ asked by girls. When I flipped through the book, this particular topic catched my eyes. It talks about the original purpose of high heeled shoes. Here's the story:
So, durin the 18th century, there's actually no toilets in France, so what did the french do when they need to go to the toilet? Basically, they used a piece of paper or cloth to wrap up the shit, n then throw it outside into the streets. So you can say that the streets of Paris are full of shit during that time. The same thing happened in the palace as well, to prevent the King from stepping on shit and dirtied his majesty's pants/legs all the while, the royal designers design a type of shoes for the king which had high heels.
Men and women alike, the French started to wear high heel shoes, but as time goes by, the men abandoned the idea, but the women liked them very much and it becomes a fashion, till now...... So ladies, when you wear a pair of high heels next time, please remember the very first reason of it's existence and appreciate that you are not wearing it for that reason.
Please don't flame me for this, I really read this in the book. Don't believe? Pay me and I buy the book for you.

Comment settings

Hello suckspager, since there're so limited responses from our fellow suckspagers, I've changed the settings to open this blog for ousiders to comment in the posts. Hope this can make the blog more lively.
Hello non-suckspager, please feel free to waste your time here. Thank you.

Zouk Fest @ Genting, Saturday, 5 March 2005 Part II

4pm, time to get the ticket, the ticket counter is right at a corner of the first world plaza. According to the notice, the counter was supposed to open on 6pm, but there're a few hundred ravers queueing there already! The queue is getting longer and longer every minute, so we have no choice but to join the crowd.

2 hours gone... the crowd started to get impatient. At about 6, they finally open the counter, inch by inch, we moved closer to the counter but there're still more than a hundred ppl in front of us! We could see fellow ravers covered in sweat struggling out of the queue 1 by 1 with the much prized ticket in their hand. But after 20 minutes, we noticed those who were supposed to come out of the queue victoriously with the tickets, came out empty handed, they told everybody that ticket sudah habis! The news spreaded, everybody started to shout and complained, but obviously, the counters were all closed, black curtains pulled over, with the huge 'TICKETS SOLD OUT" sign sticked on the glass.

There was this special queue that was for some kind of privileged 'Recharged' membership that sold tickets to the members who had a special sms that was sent to them previously by the organizer in their phone, with a special discount rate, but this special counter was closed as well. Well, me and my friend have no choice but to leave the place, I guess I was out of luck tonight.....

So we went back to the room to join the friends, had some drinking games at the room and then dinner at the hai nan restaurant downstair. At about 10pm, I thought maybe we should go and try our luck at the ticket counter again. So we were at the counter again, there were still hundreds of stubborn ravers waiting there, hoping the organizer will somehow start selling tickets again. When we asked around, some friendly ravers told us that there were rumours that the 'Recharge' counters would be opened soon. But alas, I didn't have the needed sms to buy the ticket, but my friend told me she got it, forwarded by a friend to her. Hmm... perhaps we could try something stupid here, so I asked her to forward me the sms, and I changed the receiver name to the required number of the organizer. We didn't know how long it will take to get the ticket, so my friend decided to join back her friends first, when I got the ticket, then only I joined them.

Off I went ahead to squeeze through the crowd, I notice alot of people around me were trying the same stupid trick about the sms. Hehe, I wondered how many of us were able to pull the trick, it was just too easy to spot the scam by just checking the contact details. But everybody just gave it a try anyway. Another half an hour gone, the organizer finally opened 3 counters, annuoncing that tickets were for 'Recharge' members with the sms only.

This is the funniest ticket selling scene I've ever seen, everybody tried their best to squeeze to the counter, and handed their handphones to the staff behind the ticket counter. As I expected, all handphones were checked if the sms was genuine, so much time was wasted because of checking sms. Some people were really rejected and handphones handed back to them, poor fella.... I wished I won't end up like that. Finally, it was my turn, I handed my Motorola E398 with the modified sms and contact info to the staff, she started to checked through. At this moment, I was grateful that I was not using a nokia, because everybody and their mother knows how to use a nokia to check contact details! Things were quite different for a Motorola phone. Perhaps she was quite confused with the different interface of Motorola phones, after about 30 seconds, she finally handed me back the phone, and asked me for the money! Thank god I was able to pull the trick, I happily paid the money, got my ticket and off I pushed my way out of the crowd, with lots of envious eyes staring at my ticket!

Hmm, guess I can't finish the story today, stay tuned for the next part.

Tips needed...

Looking at the response to our previous few blogs which is quite bad, I'm trying to make my story to be more interaction-based...

It's been almost a year now that I've become single and available... :p

Along with this 1 year I had met with some guy friends... like I said earlier there are a lot of people with different status (as in being attached or not and so on). There are some guys that like me but I'm not really interested in (either I'm really enjoying my life of being single or like what Paul always like to say "No Feel" :p). And when there are guys I met that can attract my interest, they are either attached or they are actually interested in another gal.

Should I really try and approach the guy that I like rather than to wait for that "someone" to approach me? Hmmm... if yes... what are the best ways to approach a guy? U know la... I dun wanna make myself to look like I'm desperate or wat rite... cos I'm really not... just wanna giv it a try only and see whether it works for both party or not... no harm rite? Hehe... Frankly, I dun try it with just anybody... everything I do will be based on my true feelings... (even when after a drink or 2... haha... just to bring up the courage to do something that it's not usually done) So, any tips?

Hoping to see more response to this blog... ;)

Zouk Fest @ Genting, Saturday, 5 March 2005

Hi all, since Janice wrote such an interesting blog, I think it's time for me to contribute something.

So, my previous rave experience really sucks (if you forgot how sucks is it, please check the archive), which makes me really hesitate to go for this one when a friend invited me to go on friday, the day right before the party. Additionally, I need to prepare for my trip to Brunei on the following monday, so I really want to reject my friend's offer oredi. But unfortunately, this friend, who I know from friendster (kudos to www.friendster.com, the best chic-knowing-tool in the world), looks really hot in her friendster profile. So to hell with the previous rave experience, and to hell with the bloody business trip!!!

Saturday 2pm, I drived right to her place to pick her up, and to my surprise, she's in her clubbing outfit oredi, this early in the afternoon! She's wearing this black bikini top inside, with a black see through long sleeved shirt, and the bottom is a light blue short skirt. Up and up the hill we went, not much jam, considering that the Joey Rong's concert is at the same day, it's really a better idea to go up earlier. In less than an hour time, we reached First World Hotel, where we were supposed to join her friends, who had a room for the night here.

3pm, we met up with the friends at their room and spent some time walking around genting. With nearly every single male creature staring at my partner (because of the top, of course) who i was holding her hand and walking besides me, I have to admit that it feels not too bad. But alas, like any other happy moments, I could only enjoy this for about an hour. So what happen next? The ticket queueing nightmare, you can't imagine how fucking hard it was to get a rave party ticket this late, it was just too last minute! But with some funny and stupid tricks, I manage to get one, legally, of course. The details? Stay tuned for the next part, which I will talk about how I got the ticket, and the whole Zouk Fest experience.

and the Story continues...

Now.... where were we... oh yah... the sms...

It sounded like "I can go there just to see u. Cannot sleep well thinking about u. This may sound absurd to u but... at the least I'm being honest, no lie! Seeing u is believing! As simple as that." This is when he really wanted to come over to Bangsar where I were the other nite. He even offer to send me home in one piece. Scarrrrry..... But at the end I tell him that it's no need for him to come.

Before that, he actually offer me a job in his company, which is quite well-known in the market for its hardware. He told me that the package is like RM5k for basic excluding comm. Wow, sounds very attractive rite! But then if I go then I'm creating more opportunities for him to get close to me... hmmm... dangerous!

Anyway, after the Bangsar nite... he stop sms-ing me... until y'day nite... he msg me to ask how am I and asking me for the Veritas quotation that we owe him on a project that he is working on... ah boh then... I'm not the one who is handling the product... it's my partner... gosh! Putting pressure on me eventhough it's not my responsibility... :p

I think he won't approach me for some time liao... I can rest in peace without him... hahaha.......

That's all about him for now. I'll think of some other event to write after this... tata...

Happening in Janice's life lately...

Since no one is writing anything here, let me start of something that had happened to me lately. Interested or not? That's up to you to judge...

Lately some friends are asking me the same question, "What had happened to you?" or "Lei sou jor mat yeh chi kek?". I think most of you knew that I went out for clubbing quite often nowadays. That's why people is asking me the same question. But anyway, my answer is "Nuthing! I'm just hanging out with my friends. Dun worry... :)".

Apart from that, I had met with many many different kinda people... there are old, young, nice, cunning, si man, ham sap, good looking, not so good looking, very rich, not so rich, single, just-only-single, single-wanna-be-attached, attached-wanna-be-single, attached, attached but still hanging out, married, married but still available, divorcee, engagee, etc... etc... etc... (of coz this include male & female). Oh man, there are a lot of different kinda people in this world!

If I would to tell everyone here one by one then everyone will be sleeping reading this as I'm not good in describing things/person in words, but I'll try my best to describe that someone. This someone is a married guy (probably Stan & KennyG) will know who I'm talking about... hehe... and yes, it's that guy! I know him because he is one of JOSD's business partner/customer. After meeting him for a few times, he started to sms me very often asking me to go out to meet up with him. As I'm a bz woman, I got my excuses of not going. But still, he is my customer, so I will still entertain him once a while.

He is a rich guy... one of the important person in his company... driving BMW... just bought a banglo of dunno how many millions... a person who got fed up with money and said money is not important... Then, he start telling me that he can buy me a new hp... and that I dun need to drive a Wira coz he can buy me a Toyota or even let me have his BMW... that statement shocked me a little... and I started to smell something fishy... but he is smart enough of telling me "Dun worry, I'll not ask you to sleep with me... I just enjoy your accompany..."

Guys, need your opinion now... is there such thing like this?! So big "kap la" hoping around?!

The most 'gek' is that when I'm clubbing in Bangsar the other day, he kept on insisting that he wanna come over and just to see me! Oh Gosh! and the sms are very the "yuk mah"... "yuk mah" until Stan wanna copy and use it on another gal! hahaha... (Sorry ar Stan... dun mean to burst your pot)

Wanna know how good is the sms?

TBC... Now need to sleep liao...